Currently Listening MMHMM By Relient K Which To Bury: Us Or The Hatchet? see related

Hey Everybody!

Wow! i havent been on here in a while but i thought i would let ne one who read this that im doin good lovin high school, but not lovin the single thing. But umm alot of stuff has happened since the last time i wrote. Well first of all My Best Friend Jessica Mendez comitted suicide. And that was really hard. Then homecoming. That was fun. Umm grades, drama, boys!!! the usual. Then a big thing happened when we got G.S.A (Gay Straight Alliance) And It was a big deal in the paper and everything on the news and what not. Then people in kansas got word of it and there is this church Called Westboro Baptist Church and they hate gays so in December they are coming to our school and their is gunna be some problems. And the only thing new know is K.C. made the Junior Varsity soccer team and thats fun cause all the guys are nice. But thats it for me! Life is pretty normal but  wanna move back home but my mom says no.

 but thats all for now folks!

luv ya

.:+*Brittany Renee*+:.

Currently Listening American Idiot By Green Day see related

Havent Updated This Thing In A While But IT Sucks Ne Ways So W.E . But I Just Started Talking To Jeremy Again And To Tell The Truth I Missed That Kid Alot I Still Do! But Gah He Is So Funny To Talk To. And He Always Makes Me Smile. I Love It! But I Think Its Cute How Im Always Tlaking To Him. Lol. But Thats All. For Now.

Later Skater

--Brittany Renee--

Fuck You Kid.. Thats All I Have To Say!

--Britt

Currently Listening Stacie Orrico By Stacie Orrico see related

This is deff. gunna be my last entry in this thing. Because I keep hoping that someone from my past is gunna pop up and tell me there true feelings. And I now know that, that isnt gunna happen. I cant keep living in the past because all it does is bring me pain. Like it really sucks when you would do anything in the world for someone but all they do is hurt you. Some people like to intentionally hurt ppl. Have you ever had the person you "love/like" walk by with and armful of girls all over them. Then just act like your not even there? There is something wrong with that. Like I wish I could rewind like 4 years so I could make sure i never met you so i could permanetly get you out of my head. But i cant i am dwelling on the past and it hurts so bad. I gave my heart away and now I cant seem to get it back. Can you give it back please? Because I cant fall for other ppl because you still have it.You could say im "stuck on you" And I dont think its fair that you just use me then ignore me. Im not your whore that you can just have whenever you feel like. And honestly I did love you, I always will but not in the same way. The reason is because of the way you treated me and you got me at an all time low. You dont make someone fall for you then just walk away like its no big.Wrong! Thats not how it works. And personally I cannot stand how you are any more.No I dont hate you but I hate who you have become. I hate who you pretend to be. Whatever happened to the sweet, funny, charming, caring, guy I once knew. What happened? Where did he go. I dont miss you. I miss him. When I was with you I saw some of him. But then he dissapeared when something happened. I have no idea what happened but something happened. Maybe you thought we were getting to close. Mabe you were afraid of getting hurt. I dunno. I dont know exactly how to tell you how I feel cause I am terrified of losing you when your not even mine. I am not afraid of anything. But when it comes to you I am terrified. And I dont know how you do it but you do. And no matter how much of an ass you are to me I could never do anything to hurt you. But you dont mind hurting me at all do you? I didnt think so. You have done it several times. What is stopping you now right? Well im done with this. But I have one more question. Can I Be Your Memory?

--Brittany

p.s. I Will Always Be There For You Even If It Kills Me.

p.p.s. If you have something to say say it.

I Havent Written In This Thing. But My B-Day Is In 2 Days!!! Yay! And I Still Havent Gotten My Perfect B-Day Gift  But We'll See. My Party Is Gunna Be Awesome!  Were Going To Beef o' Bradys And Im Gunna Have Strippers!!  Nah jp Jp. My Mom Would Kill. But  Like 15 Of My Closests Friends Are Coming Then Tina & Jasmin Are Coming Home With Me!! Gah Im Excited! But That All For Me I Guess. So Umm Peace Out!

later skater  

[x]~ Brittany Renee ~ [x]